random updates

1. hv been feeling kinda sick for the last couple of days. started with a bad throat which went on to become a delinquent runny nose and rather high fever. argh. i hate being sick. feeling slightly better now after pumping my body with all tt meds.

2. i hate myself. when i see certain items, pass by certain places, or simply see couples walking hand in hand together so lovingly, i can't help but think of him. sigh. is this natural? or is this me being weak?

3. i have developed a love for wasabi. swore tt i would never like it and never thought tt i would acquire the taste buds for it. well well - never say never sometimes. u never know.

4. read an article about dealing with breakups. in theory, they say that for every year u've been together, u would need at least a month to get over and recover. if i apply this logic, it means tt i wld nd 6 weeks to get over a 6 month relationship? wow. wat bullshit. if it could only be tt simple in reality. you won't hv pple committing suicide or murder in e name of love.

k, tt's it for now. my brain's doing the whoozy dance again. later folks.