JAL recruitment

ok i haven't given up my hope of becoming a flight attendant i gotta admit... though that failure to make it through the bloody first round of the SIA interviews last october has dealt such a great bruise to my ego. and i thought never again would i waste my time to try out for air stewardess-ing again. sob.

but i dunno wat came over me when i saw that JAL was recruiting recently. i tot to myself, 'hey hey, if sq didn't want me, then perhaps jal would be smarter than that'. thus, i found myself eagerly filling up the application form and sending it off some time last week. and what do you know? another crushing blow to my ego! this time round it's even more humiliating - i didn't even make it to the list of shortlisted candidates for the first round of interviews!!!! see la chrissy, other airlines also don't want me. wtf. at first i tot tt perhaps the mail didn't reach me or smthg and so i called them up today (cos they were sayin tt we would know by e 20th if we nd to go down for the interviews). alas, my name was not on the list. so yeah, can't bluff myself by saying tt perhaps there was a mail problem and i didn't get the letter. fact is i did not make it.

sigh. it feels even worse this time. guess i'm not fated to ever be one.

jus leave me be to go pick up the pieces of my broken ego. *sad.